Back in 2017 I started my TTC Journey not knowing the emotional toll that would take place. 11 months went by without even the faintest of lines. I wanted to become a mother soo bad.
The overwhelming feeling of not knowing when it would happen was getting to me. It was causing me to doubt God, something I never desired to do but here I was feeling so unworthy as I watched family members and friends conceive by “accident.”
So I went to God in prayer, and one month later I received my first BFP. But a few days later spotting and bleeding followed those two perfect lines.
I was really going through it then but something in me pursued God even more.
I began to lean into my quiet time with the Lord and listen to His voice. Through daily devotion and prayer He guided me to figure out the solution to my problem.